After I got the news, I knew I have to make the huge choice, that will decide my life at least 30 years later. What do I mostly want? This is the most important thing I have to figure out. The comfortable life? That I should choose to go to the CBRC. Actually, most of my friends ,especially my parents suggest me going home, to live a much more comfortable life. After all, in Beijing, the pressure is huge. No matter what decision I make, I should make it for myself, not for my parents, not for him or any other else. only in this way, I won’t regret since then.