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2008/3/8 something happen Last night, I talked to Luo on the phone for an hour, then, I suddenly realize many things that I can’t see before:
In the world, I must live for myself and be responsible for myself, for my parents, they are the people in the world love me most forever. So, although I don’t want to get home for the exam, but for them, I will come back and try my best to prepare for it. I know, since they try to persuade me times and times, they must have their reasons. Although the law office is not very large, but I cherish this chance to study and prove my skills. When my lawyer asks me: can you be your role as soon as possible? I really feel pressure, because after 2 working days, I merely can do nothing, so many laws I have forgotten. The worse thing is I usually can’t find a way to resolve the case, don’t know how to begin and continue. So I need to prove and pass the intern days safely, or, I will lost my job. Every time I get the ciqikou station when I take the subway, my heart wills get hurt. I can’t help but thinking what if I didn’t leave, what my life will be now? will it be better than now? Giving up such a good working environments, I must an idiot. But now I pass, and move on. Just like Luo told me, remind it can’t help anything to you but get more and more trouble to yourself. Yes, that is true, time will never come back and restart and God won’t give me the chance to choose stay. What I should do is to make it as my passion to encourage myself to move on ,and convince one day I will get more then I stay there~~~ |
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